Goodbye

I learned a lot this past year. And I think writing it really helped me. I thought things couldn't get much more chaotic then my grade nine year, but I'm rapidly being proven wrong. I've gained friends, lost friends, and renewed old friendships. I'm thankful for it all.

But I'm getting to that inevitable time again. When things start to repeat. I once said to a close friend that "my life is like a broken record. Happy, mad, depressed, empty, happy, mad..." I was very accurate in that statement.

Perhaps you'll follow me to my new blog. If not, goodbye. If yes, I'm not helping you get there. If you've learned anything from this blog, it's that life will always present you with challenges. Well, life's taught me this, too. Suppose I'll give you a challenge for once.

Thank you

-Persephone

Beehive

Blushing petals on translucent skin

sting with the force of a thousand bees.

Scratching on translucent skin,

like an angry swarm.

The bees are stinging

in transparent drops of an internal ocean.

Those blushing petals on translucent skin

shine with the tears of an angry swarm.

Without rhyme,

without reason,

attacking like an angry swarm,

provoked at the slightest thought.

"Why?"

ask closed minds.

"Why is your skin raw?"

they say, oblivious to the angry swarm.

Her smile is broken,

beautiful as half a porcelain doll.

"I don't know,"

she whispers.

-Persephone

Giants

My health's alright, I guess. It's certainly been... Better. The doctor has ruled out asthma and my birth control pills as the cause. They think there's a good possibility it's simply a manifestation of my stress. I'll be going into the Hospital on Monday and again in a month for more tests. I got a blood test done today, too, but we're still waiting on those results.

Today I had an... Attack, I guess, during class. It felt like a giant had grabbed me and was crushing all the air out of my lungs. It was terrifying. I ran outside and tried to catch my breath, but I've been dizzy and have had a migraine since. It's gotten worse and better in waves.

More updates later.

The new blog for Cookie and I will be started. I'll give the link to it once we start posting, too. This blog will be abandoned in favour of the other. But y'all can still follow me and my sister over there! It'll be wonderful, psycho times on the other side at Manor Prosa.

-Persephone